Month: August 2018

Show me your scars (Episode 1)

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She was young… Barely 7, they had a house help who was supposed to help take care of the house and take care of her and her siblings when the parents are not around, he did his job quite well and a bit extra…. You see, early in the morning when he was supposed to be cleaning the house and doing house chores, he would pretend to be sweeping her room but he was slipping his hands in between her legs…finding her young unblossomed flower and violating it with his hands it hurt so bad she cried everytime… She was young and didn’t know how to speak up…she was afraid of what was happening and couldn’t understand why.
Years later she still can’t let a man touch her with his fingers…she cringes every time his hand slip down her legs and in between her thighs…and he can’t understand why she is being so uptight… He doesn’t understand that anytime his hand go there she feels she is 6 again and being violated by that monster of a house help… She is scared but she doesn’t know how to make him understand…. How does she show him her scars…

Dear Diary Episode 4

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Dear diary,
So I feel like ranting… why is it that men get so defensive when a woman puts up a post about how women feel used by men… They are always like women use men too blah blah but what is the problem sef, if a woman writes her own, she is writing from her own point of view as a woman, why can’t you go write your own.
As if that is not enough some men would argue that men are more emotional than women but women like to act like they are more emotional… Fuck who is more emotional than who. Women get hurt, men get hurt, everyone gets hurt. So let a woman display hers in peace if you want you can display your own ..haba
What is it sef?
Sorry, I just needed to get that off my chest.
Xoxo.

Diary of an emotionally unstable girl (Olivia)…Long time coming…

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Hey guys! Its been ages I know. Gosh! I stopped writing after…. Nways this isn’t about me…its about Olivia when I wrote the last time she was back with Josh right…So to cut the long story short He broke her heart again and well… She moved on, I’m not sure she was able to get over it…I’m sure she might not be able to get over him either. But its fine, shit happens. I don’t really want to go into details about what happened… But I just wanted to close this chapter so that I can start a new one…by the way …Olivia is fine.. They say what doesn’t kill your makes you stronger…I don’t really know if that’s true…or maybe you shouldn’t take it literally. Lol.
Nways that was the end of Olivia and Josh and also the end of this series…dont worry.. There is another juicy saucy story coming up…I feel like I can’t stop writing after I woke up from my writers block .lol
Ok I’m rambling now… I won’t be a stranger
Xoxo!

Letting Go Part 1

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I can hear my alarm ringing from a distance,
Drawing me out of my dreamy sleep
I reach under my pillow to put it off
And slowly I drift back into the dream.

I’m sitting alone admiring the early sunrise,
I tilt my head back and I close my eyes
A gentle breeze touches my face
I’m enjoying the quietness of God’s Peace.

As the sun comes up and begins a new day
I think of you and quietly I start to Pray
Dear Lord, I begin to say…
Please watch over him and keep him safe

Bless him so much that he might bless others
Open the eyes of his understanding
Give him wisdom, give him inspiration
Guide his path and show him faith

Fill him with love that conquers all fears
Grant him all that his heart desires
Dear Lord, please be with him forever
Slowly I open my eyes as I whisper a soft Amen…